Staying at home is difficult, but I can't say no to family

Can silence sometimes be like “a stove that is working but remains closed”? You neither get completely warm because you can’t see it burning with the lid closed, nor is it completely cold, as there is still a sense of warmth somewhere in the room. So, do you choose to open that stove and truly get warm, or do you settle for that little bit of warmth coming from a distance?

Can silence sometimes be like “a kettle that has lost its whistle”? It’s neither completely silent, as the water inside is boiling and moving, nor does it fully signal, as it cannot announce its message. So, do you attach a new whistle to that kettle, or do you wait for the boiling water to overflow?

Can silence sometimes be like “a shamelessly growing vine”? You are afraid to completely uproot it because it might also tear down your wall, and yet you cannot fully let it be, as its roots delve deep into unseen places. So, do you prune that vine and chart its direction, or do you acquiesce to it wrapping around the entire wall?

Could silence sometimes be like “boats being lifted to prepare for the storm”? You neither feel completely useful, as it seems unnatural outside the water, nor do you think it’s entirely abandoned, because it’s clear it will return one day. So, who determines when it’s time to put that boat back in the water?

Silence can sometimes feel like “a forgotten glove left in a drawer.” You neither fully throw it away, thinking you might find the other one someday, nor do you take it out and use it, because it serves no purpose on its own. So, do you wait to find the other glove, or do you reassess it to see if it can serve another purpose?

Can silence sometimes feel like “an unresolved knot”? You neither completely unravel it, because you don’t know what will emerge once it’s untied, nor do you fully let it go, because having something tied gives you comfort. So, do you try to patiently untangle that knot, or do you tighten it and risk losing it?

Can silence sometimes be like “the sound of footsteps echoing in an empty room”? It is neither completely silent, as every step brings a sound, nor is it completely full, as the echo reminds of an emptiness. So, do you choose to fill that room, or do you let that echo accompany you?

Can silence sometimes be like “a canvas that hasn’t been nailed down”? You neither place it completely, since there’s no turning back from the hole, nor do you leave it entirely and put it in the corner, because a blank wall is unsettling. So, do you determine the position of that canvas permanently, or do you prefer to keep it in a place where it can be moved at any moment?

Can silence sometimes be like “a noise that disrupts radio waves”? It is neither completely silent, as a frequency comes and goes, nor is it heard perfectly clearly, as no words truly reach us. So, do you try to eliminate that noise, or do you attempt to make sense of it by feeling the parts you can’t hear?

Can silence sometimes be like “a page torn from a book”? It’s not that you completely don’t understand it, because it interrupts the missing story, nor is it completely insignificant, as there are still traces in what remains. So, do you try to bring that missing page back, or do you find a way to complete the story without it?

Silence can sometimes be like “an alarm clock that you forgot to set.” It’s neither completely useless, as you still carry the mechanism inside, nor is it completely safe, as you can never know if it will wake you or not. So, will you find the right time and set that clock, or will you leave it there, afraid of breaking the mechanism?

Can silence sometimes be like “a flashlight with a dead battery”? It is neither completely dark, because there is always the expectation of a faint light, nor completely bright, because there is no energy. So, do you look for a new battery, or do you wait for your eyes to adjust to the darkness?

Can silence sometimes be like “a used shopping bag”? You neither throw it away completely, because you save it for a day it might come in handy, nor do you use it entirely, because it might tear when you try to reuse it. So, do you try to keep that bag carefully, or do you finally accept that its life has come to an end?

Can silence sometimes be like “an old letter forgotten at the bottom of a chest”? You neither fully understand it, because the person who wrote it may have become a different person, nor can you completely ignore it, because its existence ties you to your past. So, would you dare to read that letter, or would you leave it closed as a story that has passed by?

Can silence sometimes be like “a notebook that hasn’t been written in yet”? Neither completely empty, as the pages are waiting to be filled, nor entirely meaningful, since you can’t know when the writer will put pen to paper. So, do you dare to start that notebook with the first line, or does it feel more comforting for it to remain blank?

Can silence sometimes be like “a broken clock”? It’s neither completely stopped, because you still hear the ticking from time to time, nor is it fully operational, because it shows the wrong time. So, will you try to fix that clock, or will you choose to accept the wrong time and get used to it?

Can silence sometimes be like “an unplayed piano”? It is neither completely silent, as there is music hidden beneath its keys, nor is it entirely audible, since it produces no sound unless touched. So, will you learn to play that piano, or will you just stand there and wait for it to play itself?

Can silence sometimes be like “a radio frequency heard from a distance”? It is neither completely reachable, because distance intervenes, nor is it completely severed, because there is still an echo left. So, do you try to clarify that frequency, or do you continue searching for a familiar voice amid the confusion?

Can silence sometimes be like “steam accumulated from water”? It neither completely disappears, as it becomes visible again when it condenses, nor can it be fully held, as it slips away from your palms. So, will you try to gather that steam in a glass, or will you watch it dissipate and go?

Could silence sometimes be like “a piece of laundry hung in the wrong place”? It’s neither completely dry because it’s been in the shade, nor completely wet because part of it has seen the sun. So, will you move that laundry to the right place, or will you wait until it dries as it is?