Girls, I’m really in a bad place now. During the day, I eat salad and stuff like that in front of everyone because I’m on a diet, but at night, when everyone is asleep, I completely lose control in the kitchen. My family thinks I’ve lost weight, but I’m secretly finishing off the packages I’ve hidden behind the kitchen cabinets every night. I don’t know if this is a disease or if I’m just weak-willed, but I’ve started to hate myself. What am I going to do?